I used to wait my life away and wasted years not being myself. Resisting everything I could be and could do. I’d go through the motions of a redundant routine hoping for a spark of motivation tomorrow, hoping that one day things would be different. Tomorrow always held the hope that I’d feel good enough to be myself, to take action, to put myself out there. I’d create problems that I’d need to fix. Listing things about myself that made me not ready. Did you know that shitty mindset is actually just resistance?
If you’re feeling stuck, negative, unmotivated and depressed, well it could be the energy around you to blame. Sure we give off energy but the space around us holds it too. As you may know, I just moved; new city, new house. I took it upon myself to go balls to the walls with making this new space feel good.